Its weird but sometimes you just gotta take a step back and question your own motives.. so thats what I did today. I been wondering what do I really want out of my life? Like properly what DO I WANT? The answer is i dont really want much out of my life, I am not…… Continue reading Friday taking a step back..
So yea this week really is feeling heavy on my mental health and its to the point where I feel abit to emotional for my own good. So yea where do I start on why I am feeling this way? Well I have my episodes where I dig myself down quite alot and try and…… Continue reading Tuesday this week is hard for me…
So yes for the first time in years i think, i gotten a feeling of proudness in myself about myself and its cause of this new sketching hobby, i always liked to draw but never been good or even giving myself time or even been taking space for myself to sit down and just tried…… Continue reading Thursday gotta get this off my chest…
I woke up at 1am after a weird dream that i couldnt remember, all i remember was that it was weird. Anyway back to sleep i went and then i dreamt i was at a funeral and all i remember is i felt an enormous feeling that i never got to say goodbye… I woke…… Continue reading Sunday the dreams were haunting me…
I dont know why i named todays post this but that sentence does contain some truth, or so i want to believe anyway. Cause every journey starts with a single step, but before you yourself take that one step your mind already have the start, the goal and the road in sight. I myself am…… Continue reading Thursday the road ahead is only in the mind of the traveler.
Today was lecture day. An intressting lecture but couldnt focus so i have no idea how much i learned.. Today we prepared for next week aswell as in 2 weeks.. but francly i dont know what to feel atm.. Im asking myself what i wanna do everyday nowadays and, sure there are alot of things…… Continue reading Wednesday lecture, calm but tired cause allergies..
So today i been reflecting about my own future and what i see my future work as. For the past year and a half i keep reading so much negativity and people lifting the problematic areas. I myself realise the hardships that alot of preschools have every single day every single week every single year.…… Continue reading Tuesday, reconnecting to dreams.
Today have been slow, got told i been screaming in my sleep.. No idea why tho since i dont remember what i was dreaming.. Speaking of dreams before i woke up i dreamt i bought and restored an old mansion and turned it into a bed and breakfast.. Dreams are good to have but some…… Continue reading Sunday a day for dreamers?
The beginning of 2018, what a year it has been! I have traveled twice, been to both bikes and cars excibits, started studying, streaming alot, meet amazing new people, been going on a rollercoaster in my personal life (both physically and mentally). Been doing alot of selfevaluation, and getting abit closer to understanding who i…… Continue reading New Years Eve and a recap of 2018!
To start of this week i have decided to take it slow and do my best this week, now for 3 days in a row i have had a headache but that is probably a combination of lack of sleep and the cold. But it gets better atleast i hope it will. Yesterdays blogpost was…… Continue reading Monday new week!