Friday a day that just weighs heavy on me…

So yea today have been challenging for me, cause i pretty much went through an emotional breakdown in the evening and it wasnt pretty and it wasnt in any shape or form nice to myself the way this was handled.. So yea today was weird from start until end in a sence where i just…… Continue reading Friday a day that just weighs heavy on me…

Saturday a movie that ruined me and meeting someone new..

Today have been intresting like to say the least! So today well in the evening me and my friends decided to watch the movie “The Tinder Swindler” and lets just say that movie screwed me up so bad.. The movie premis is that a “rich” guy goes around tinder starting relationship with females and then…… Continue reading Saturday a movie that ruined me and meeting someone new..

Lets take a look at how 2021 have been in the yearly RECAP!

January January was the start of the year and i got back into my yearly creative moments, i created several pieces of art that i was very content with and surpirced that i even managed to make, so that was a great start of the year, ofcourse i had a retake exam aswell but that…… Continue reading Lets take a look at how 2021 have been in the yearly RECAP!

Monday my mind and heart is as heavy as the grey clouds on my skies..

So today have been weird, my mind and body have been moving slower then the clock moves and its like i cant go faster no matter how i try. But today i called my GP and got a number for a professional so they will call me tomorrow. So will talk about that tomorrow probably..…… Continue reading Monday my mind and heart is as heavy as the grey clouds on my skies..

Sunday looking back at the rollercoaster of a month..

So yea what an rollecoaster of a month september have been.. it doesnt seem to get better but we will see… I have gone through happiness, sadness, anger, loneliness, anxiety, “greyzone” wich is when everything is bleak and cold and you cant find any joy from anything. Its been such an emotional rollercoaster that I…… Continue reading Sunday looking back at the rollercoaster of a month..

Saturday sometimes its just easier to break..

Today is one of those days where i am looking at the good weather and just… Yea its been another weird day, but thats cause im fairly broken currently both mentally and emotionally cause i am unsure what i am supposed to feel at the moment. Today i was outside helping my dad, and all…… Continue reading Saturday sometimes its just easier to break..

Tuesday is a day of thoughts.

Today really have been spent thinking about my feelings and how important it isbto acknowledge what feelings you have. Lately i have been wondering what feelings am I feeling nowadays, but I also know and knew how I have been feeling. Its been a longtime since I honestly felt like i had other emotions then…… Continue reading Tuesday is a day of thoughts.

Tuesday this week is hard for me…

So yea this week really is feeling heavy on my mental health and its to the point where I feel abit to emotional for my own good. So yea where do I start on why I am feeling this way? Well I have my episodes where I dig myself down quite alot and try and…… Continue reading Tuesday this week is hard for me…

Monday why did this affect me so much?

So yea today have been one thing after another and I should probably just give up on today. So when I got to work my keychain holdning my keys broke completely and I cut my thumb so I was yea its gonna be this type of day is it now? The day continued and nothing…… Continue reading Monday why did this affect me so much?

Saturday reflecting on myself

So it has been awhile since I posted this type of post where I will try get my mind down in text.. Yesterday after we went from my friends I started having this weird feeling again in my chest, it just didnt feel right and I couldnt and still cant put it into words as…… Continue reading Saturday reflecting on myself