Monday my mind and heart is as heavy as the grey clouds on my skies..

So today have been weird, my mind and body have been moving slower then the clock moves and its like i cant go faster no matter how i try. But today i called my GP and got a number for a professional so they will call me tomorrow. So will talk about that tomorrow probably..…… Continue reading Monday my mind and heart is as heavy as the grey clouds on my skies..

Sunday looking back at the rollercoaster of a month..

So yea what an rollecoaster of a month september have been.. it doesnt seem to get better but we will see… I have gone through happiness, sadness, anger, loneliness, anxiety, “greyzone” wich is when everything is bleak and cold and you cant find any joy from anything. Its been such an emotional rollercoaster that I…… Continue reading Sunday looking back at the rollercoaster of a month..

Saturday sometimes its just easier to break..

Today is one of those days where i am looking at the good weather and just… Yea its been another weird day, but thats cause im fairly broken currently both mentally and emotionally cause i am unsure what i am supposed to feel at the moment. Today i was outside helping my dad, and all…… Continue reading Saturday sometimes its just easier to break..

Tuesday is a day of thoughts.

Today really have been spent thinking about my feelings and how important it isbto acknowledge what feelings you have. Lately i have been wondering what feelings am I feeling nowadays, but I also know and knew how I have been feeling. Its been a longtime since I honestly felt like i had other emotions then…… Continue reading Tuesday is a day of thoughts.

Tuesday this week is hard for me…

So yea this week really is feeling heavy on my mental health and its to the point where I feel abit to emotional for my own good. So yea where do I start on why I am feeling this way? Well I have my episodes where I dig myself down quite alot and try and…… Continue reading Tuesday this week is hard for me…

Monday why did this affect me so much?

So yea today have been one thing after another and I should probably just give up on today. So when I got to work my keychain holdning my keys broke completely and I cut my thumb so I was yea its gonna be this type of day is it now? The day continued and nothing…… Continue reading Monday why did this affect me so much?

Saturday reflecting on myself

So it has been awhile since I posted this type of post where I will try get my mind down in text.. Yesterday after we went from my friends I started having this weird feeling again in my chest, it just didnt feel right and I couldnt and still cant put it into words as…… Continue reading Saturday reflecting on myself

Thursday the final day of internship is upon me!

So today is the final day of my internship and its the final internship that marks the ending of this bachelor degree! I am feeling so weird that i now studied for over 3 years and its the final 15 weeks of studies. The second subject is coming up next week and that subject is…… Continue reading Thursday the final day of internship is upon me!

Monday damn its cold!

To start off todays blogpost i wanna say i hope your temperature is higher then here! I am seeing the thermometer and it shows -21 degrees celsius.. I DONT WANNA LEAVE MY WARM BLANKETS! But yea monday and final week of internship.. It feels weird and abit sad that 4 soon 5 weeks already have…… Continue reading Monday damn its cold!