Sunday looking back at the rollercoaster of a month..

So yea what an rollecoaster of a month september have been.. it doesnt seem to get better but we will see… I have gone through happiness, sadness, anger, loneliness, anxiety, “greyzone” wich is when everything is bleak and cold and you cant find any joy from anything. Its been such an emotional rollercoaster that I…… Continue reading Sunday looking back at the rollercoaster of a month..

Wednesday nothingness…

So vacation officially started! Woop woop… is something i would be happy about but nope, my all internal emotions are on a rollercoaster and it is not pretty. I lost all my motivation, seems this year went out with a bang on me this way, with everything that have happend this year i am not…… Continue reading Wednesday nothingness…