So yea what an rollecoaster of a month september have been.. it doesnt seem to get better but we will see… I have gone through happiness, sadness, anger, loneliness, anxiety, “greyzone” wich is when everything is bleak and cold and you cant find any joy from anything. Its been such an emotional rollercoaster that I…… Continue reading Sunday looking back at the rollercoaster of a month..
Its weird but sometimes you just gotta take a step back and question your own motives.. so thats what I did today. I been wondering what do I really want out of my life? Like properly what DO I WANT? The answer is i dont really want much out of my life, I am not…… Continue reading Friday taking a step back..
Well the week of vacation is now over and tomorrow its back to work for another 2 weeks! But time really does fly. I woke up and i felt abit better then yesterday so thats a good thing I guess. I also did get an reply back from my teacher about the minor change I…… Continue reading Sunday back home
So it has been awhile since I posted this type of post where I will try get my mind down in text.. Yesterday after we went from my friends I started having this weird feeling again in my chest, it just didnt feel right and I couldnt and still cant put it into words as…… Continue reading Saturday reflecting on myself
So yea Wednesday the middle of the week again, the days truely do fly past like there is no tomorrow (pun intended).. Well todays topic is quite heavy on me as this is how i feel the past few weeks well even months. I look on myself and the more the days past I know…… Continue reading Wednesday What am i even feeling?
So yea i been contemplating talking to my mom about me getting an appartment and just live on my own cause i feel like i need it and i cant really cope with this situation anymore. But the discussion didnt go well and i just felt defeated, broken and sad afterwards. So yea that was…… Continue reading Thursday new experiences.
So i had a great day at the internship today and as i posted in the last blogpost: https://danwolfmoon.com/2019/11/04/sunday-last-minute-prep-for-internship/ i was saving Atypical for this weekend BUT i ended up watching it all when i got home… Yea not a good habit, well the habit isnt really the biggest problem in this case. I feel…… Continue reading Monday internship and a reflection of my life.