So today my friend left in the afternoon, but as soon as the train had left and i was walking back i caught myself thinking that we say goodbye to often. But a goodbye can be a very harsh thing to say cause it sounds so definite. What do i mean by that? I mean…… Continue reading Sunday never say goodbye say i see you instead.
Its been a couple of weird weeks and now im feeling conflicted at one point. but also very weirdly calm inside and head. It has really been a really heavy week this past week, since my head has raced with so many questions and so many minutes just going by with me sitting staring into…… Continue reading Sunday Life is like the sea…
So today the sun is out and i looked up on the blue sky and i realised how fast life really is moving, but no matter if it moves fast or not it is when you start being afraid of the steps it takes pushing you forward that is when you stop realising your life…… Continue reading Wednesday reflecting once again..
So once again its one of these days where i look towards where i wanna be in a few years and it seems these thoughts are more or less here daily now.. So yea where do i see myself in a few years? I dont know, i dont really have any big goals for now,…… Continue reading Sunday thinking towards the future…
So yea i have been thinking about the fact that times move very very fast this week. Normally i dont worry to much but this is something that seems to be coming back to me on a regular basis right now. I hope that i will not stress to much about this but this, well…… Continue reading Sunday abit of snow falling outside my window..
I have been thinking today and ever since yesterday when i was looking at the moon i have found myself thinking that i wanna do more, see more explore more of this world cause it is filled with so many beautiful places that we all sometimes just takes for granted. I see the world with…… Continue reading Thursday looking out onto the snowfilled landscape..
Today I packed pretty much the rest of my things that I will bring to the appartment, now the only thing thats left is my PC, 2 screens, bookcase/shelfs and my chair and all that! But those will be moved to the appartment tomorrow! My best friend came and helped me take the last pieces…… Continue reading Saturday packing, moving starting to unpack.
Today since im still at my friends place i could stay in bed for abit longer cause he got to work a few hours. Wich means I get to entertain myself but thats easy! Had some breakfast and chilled with youtube, checked Facebook and watched a few more videos while thinking ahead. Cause in 2…… Continue reading Sunday time for thought..
Its been a very heavy week, my head feel like im drowning and my body feels like its sinking. Not like im running out of air but i just feel increadibly heavy like im sinking but im sitting.. Even tho i slept every single night decently like full nights and gotten 6-8 hours of sleep…… Continue reading Friday laying my tired head to rest..
Its been a very rainy day, but i also have accepted that i will need to seek help for these feelings or rather lack of feelings i am experiencing now. So today I have started looking into about finding a person to talk to professionally cause yea it reached the point where i am either…… Continue reading A moment to think about the raindrops..