Today since im still at my friends place i could stay in bed for abit longer cause he got to work a few hours. Wich means I get to entertain myself but thats easy! Had some breakfast and chilled with youtube, checked Facebook and watched a few more videos while thinking ahead. Cause in 2…… Continue reading Sunday time for thought..
Its been a very heavy week, my head feel like im drowning and my body feels like its sinking. Not like im running out of air but i just feel increadibly heavy like im sinking but im sitting.. Even tho i slept every single night decently like full nights and gotten 6-8 hours of sleep…… Continue reading Friday laying my tired head to rest..
Its been a very rainy day, but i also have accepted that i will need to seek help for these feelings or rather lack of feelings i am experiencing now. So today I have started looking into about finding a person to talk to professionally cause yea it reached the point where i am either…… Continue reading A moment to think about the raindrops..
Today was a pretty okay day, but after work was done and I got home and sat down i started feeling weird.. Its like im an empty husk a shell with no real content inside. I am unsure why I feel like this and I have tried meditating on this but everytime I think I…… Continue reading Friday feeling hollow..
Sometimes life throws you a curveball wich turns your life upside down. But then as soon as its starting to feel okay it takes it all away. I felt truely happy for the first time in 9 years 1 month ago, that feeling stayed with me until september came around and everything started moving. I…… Continue reading Sunday reflecting.
Its weird but sometimes you just gotta take a step back and question your own motives.. so thats what I did today. I been wondering what do I really want out of my life? Like properly what DO I WANT? The answer is i dont really want much out of my life, I am not…… Continue reading Friday taking a step back..
I have been thinking alot this past week on alot of various aspects of life and what it truely means to be a human, this might sound like weird to be thinking about especially since i have been sick for a week.. There have been so many times i have been wondering about where i…… Continue reading Thursday, have people forgotten?
Today have been a decent day, tho im coughing and feel generally low energy but yea been a rough day in some ways others pretty okay! I was thinking today about the fact that timezones excist and how I spent pretty much my whole adult life not reflecting on alot of things.. Now that I…… Continue reading Wednesday sleepy and thinking…
Its weird but people have been talking about how it feels to miss a person, like I never really understood it before. I have for the past week been in calls and chats with someone and this person just manages to boost my mood in a second, like it was never there. I am thinking…… Continue reading Saturday i am kinda start to understand something…
Here I am again reflecting on life and especially my own.. Its been a weird few days/week for me emotionalwise anyway. I have been thinking more and more about relationships and what I am looking for really in one. I also starting thinking what type of person do I wanna date and end up in…… Continue reading Sunday life and emotions changes with time..