So yea today have been a weird one to say the least, i have been feeling okay all day until this evening, my throat hurts abit, my chest is abit tight and i feel my emotions trying to break out. What a weekend it has been, breakdowns, emotional outbursts and people not really feeling this…… Continue reading Sunday my mind is working against me…
Today have been intresting like to say the least! So today well in the evening me and my friends decided to watch the movie “The Tinder Swindler” and lets just say that movie screwed me up so bad.. The movie premis is that a “rich” guy goes around tinder starting relationship with females and then…… Continue reading Saturday a movie that ruined me and meeting someone new..
Its been a very rainy day, but i also have accepted that i will need to seek help for these feelings or rather lack of feelings i am experiencing now. So today I have started looking into about finding a person to talk to professionally cause yea it reached the point where i am either…… Continue reading A moment to think about the raindrops..
So yea what an rollecoaster of a month september have been.. it doesnt seem to get better but we will see… I have gone through happiness, sadness, anger, loneliness, anxiety, “greyzone” wich is when everything is bleak and cold and you cant find any joy from anything. Its been such an emotional rollercoaster that I…… Continue reading Sunday looking back at the rollercoaster of a month..
So have you ever felt like you have walked on a road and been feeling like someone is just following and when you look behind you noone is there except your shadow who follows your steps every day? I just been thinking today and in truth all this week that i am slowly wasting my…… Continue reading Feeling like a shadow, who i look back at..
I have been thinking back about this year of 2021 and yea this year has really changed so many things for me that its crazy! After 6 years since i first set out on my journey to become a preschool teacher i finally reached the journeys end and it has really been teaching me alot…… Continue reading Tuesday feelings of gratitude…
Today really have been spent thinking about my feelings and how important it isbto acknowledge what feelings you have. Lately i have been wondering what feelings am I feeling nowadays, but I also know and knew how I have been feeling. Its been a longtime since I honestly felt like i had other emotions then…… Continue reading Tuesday is a day of thoughts.
Its weird as life truely always will surprice me in so many different ways. Today was no exception. I have been talking to a guy for several days about a week now and we just click, both emotionally and mentally. We share intrests games and values. I just feel really weird how much I truely…… Continue reading Saturday life is changing forever..
So yea today have been one thing after another and I should probably just give up on today. So when I got to work my keychain holdning my keys broke completely and I cut my thumb so I was yea its gonna be this type of day is it now? The day continued and nothing…… Continue reading Monday why did this affect me so much?
So today i woke up 30 minutes before my alarm, so i decided to stay in bed to try and wake up. But then i prepared for the zoom meeting. Well the meeting went okay and I discussed alot and she put alot of things in perspective and everything thats going on currently is most…… Continue reading Wednesday a meeting to put things in perspective