Saturday life is changing forever..

Its weird as life truely always will surprice me in so many different ways.

Today was no exception. I have been talking to a guy for several days about a week now and we just click, both emotionally and mentally. We share intrests games and values. I just feel really weird how much I truely am connecting with someone like this.

I always thought I wouldnt be able to connect to someone like this, not since my last relationship wich well didnt go well..

But here I am actually connecting with someone I only spoke to for a week, even deeper then I think I done before actually it feels abit confusing to me but yea it also feels pretty nice.

I also noticed in the evening, we were chatting just about something and he brought up something about predjuse and hate and I just snapped, I snapped so bad like I never snapped like that before atleast not since I was like 10 years old or so. But this was not anger it was pure unbridle fury and I ranted for 15 minutes about the topic, and then I just cried. The fury changed to compassion and feelings of helplessness. It was so much at once that I couldnt handle it.

So yea my life is taking new steps and im growing as a person, am I feeling confident? Yes, am I still suffering from anxiety, low selfasteem and some type of depression yes but those things are me but I wont spend to much time focusing on those anymore!

Now ima rest cause this took all my energy, what a day!


By Dan

Swedish, preschool teacher, learning more about life and myself every single day!

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