Friday a day that just weighs heavy on me…

So yea today have been challenging for me, cause i pretty much went through an emotional breakdown in the evening and it wasnt pretty and it wasnt in any shape or form nice to myself the way this was handled.. So yea today was weird from start until end in a sence where i just…… Continue reading Friday a day that just weighs heavy on me…

Sunday looking back at the rollercoaster of a month..

So yea what an rollecoaster of a month september have been.. it doesnt seem to get better but we will see… I have gone through happiness, sadness, anger, loneliness, anxiety, “greyzone” wich is when everything is bleak and cold and you cant find any joy from anything. Its been such an emotional rollercoaster that I…… Continue reading Sunday looking back at the rollercoaster of a month..

Saturday sometimes its just easier to break..

Today is one of those days where i am looking at the good weather and just… Yea its been another weird day, but thats cause im fairly broken currently both mentally and emotionally cause i am unsure what i am supposed to feel at the moment. Today i was outside helping my dad, and all…… Continue reading Saturday sometimes its just easier to break..

Monday a story that hit close to home..

Its weird but the past 3 days I been engrossed in reading a story that just makes me think.. today especially.. So the story revolves around relationship and each person this main character ends up in a relationship with has their own special querk to them, like we all have different things we are passionate…… Continue reading Monday a story that hit close to home..

Saturday sometimes the hardest thing is to reach out.

So today was like anyother day in all fairness but the afternoon would show me a new side that is worth discussing! So i started the project Mental Health wich focus on boosting the mental health aswell as discuss topics that are quite hard or even stigmatized. But yea today we discussed the topics of:…… Continue reading Saturday sometimes the hardest thing is to reach out.

Tuesday its time to end the stigma!

So to start this post of i am gonna be talking to an online friend about doing a joined stream/video (serie) where we discuss different topics about: Depression, negativity, selfimage, sadness, self hate, suicide and more hard to discuss topics that we both feel we need to actually lift out to try break the stigma…… Continue reading Tuesday its time to end the stigma!

Friday and yea i guess i fell again…

So before you start reading this post i normally dont give a warning before reading cause i dont tend to do any graphical images or more in my post but today i will be using images that will represent how i am feeling and that should represent some really dark and disturbing themes so you…… Continue reading Friday and yea i guess i fell again…

31st of December lookback on the year of 2020!

So once again the year is over and finally this year of 2020 is coming to an end with less then 24 hours to go! I am feeling a relief that i have survived this year cause francly it has been very uncertain that i would at points! The year started in mass hysteria with…… Continue reading 31st of December lookback on the year of 2020!