Saturday sometimes its just easier to break..

Today is one of those days where i am looking at the good weather and just… Yea its been another weird day, but thats cause im fairly broken currently both mentally and emotionally cause i am unsure what i am supposed to feel at the moment. Today i was outside helping my dad, and all…… Continue reading Saturday sometimes its just easier to break..

Sunday the three circles of life and accepting myself..

Yea todays topic will be all about my desires, my wants and what terrifies my very core and this will not be the easiest post I ever done cause im really going deep into myself and I was not sure if this post would even be created, still not sure why I am posting this..…… Continue reading Sunday the three circles of life and accepting myself..

Tuesday I think I managed to do it!

So I think I managed to finish my thesis! I am getting help from a friend in proofreading my thesis to see that it seems okay! So depending on that I potentially will be done! Its 3 days left and all my mind is doing is thinking “is this good enough” “this is not enough”…… Continue reading Tuesday I think I managed to do it!

Wednesday a meeting to put things in perspective

So today i woke up 30 minutes before my alarm, so i decided to stay in bed to try and wake up. But then i prepared for the zoom meeting. Well the meeting went okay and I discussed alot and she put alot of things in perspective and everything thats going on currently is most…… Continue reading Wednesday a meeting to put things in perspective

Friday and yea i guess i fell again…

So before you start reading this post i normally dont give a warning before reading cause i dont tend to do any graphical images or more in my post but today i will be using images that will represent how i am feeling and that should represent some really dark and disturbing themes so you…… Continue reading Friday and yea i guess i fell again…

Wednesday the day that the world changed just a bit for me.

Today have been a day where my world opened up some more, i spilled tears, i opened what was in my head. I even got to understand something about the people around me. I also realised how important that communication and to talk about how i feel inside is. To start off i will leave…… Continue reading Wednesday the day that the world changed just a bit for me.