So yea this is kinda annoying cause i thought my headspace was in the right place but apperantly i was so wrong it is kinda scary.. So yea this afternoon i went to celibrate my nephew, met my sister and a few other relatives i havent seen in a few years it was fun to…… Continue reading Monday relaps of my head…
Its weird but all the titles for the posts I makes nowadays seems to just popup from nowhere and I cant explain where they come from or even what inspires them on. But one thing is for certain and thats they just popup when I sit down to write these posts everyday. But todays topic…… Continue reading Tuesday the road of endless choices…
So today was like anyother day in all fairness but the afternoon would show me a new side that is worth discussing! So i started the project Mental Health wich focus on boosting the mental health aswell as discuss topics that are quite hard or even stigmatized. But yea today we discussed the topics of:…… Continue reading Saturday sometimes the hardest thing is to reach out.
Well today started good and work was fine and all but the problem started when i got home and opened youtube and saw a video from a youtuber i followed for 5 months now.. the videos topic was about how he feel egocentric and alot more going on in his life, that he needs to…… Continue reading Tuesday i feel abit mellow..
Today have been a good day, i did abit of reading for Wednesday and Thursday and its intressting to see what the writers are saying in the books. Since it all is about younger kids education reguarding nature sience studies. It is all relative on how each teacher wanna teach just about the nature and…… Continue reading Monday thinking and reflecting on life.
I keep thinking everything is ok, i keep distracting myself and say everything is ok. But deep down i know in my body, in my mind that it isnt true. Frozen in a place, nowhere to feel safe in my head the corner hides nothing but thoughts. So what if i keep walking the same…… Continue reading Wednesday these words just came out..
I will just pour my inner thoughts out today, cause it is one of the worst day for me for quite some time. Today started pretty decently, but then it kept going downhill.. and i can not shake this feeling, and i have been feeling like this for the past 2 hours now without it…… Continue reading Friday, real heavy day..
The beginning of 2018, what a year it has been! I have traveled twice, been to both bikes and cars excibits, started studying, streaming alot, meet amazing new people, been going on a rollercoaster in my personal life (both physically and mentally). Been doing alot of selfevaluation, and getting abit closer to understanding who i…… Continue reading New Years Eve and a recap of 2018!
So today i woke up as usual, felt abit cold and watched outside and its completely icy everywhere. Checking my thermometer and it states that it is -8 degrees outside and im just feeling I AM NOT going outside today… Well come down and the first thing i hear is “we are going to town…… Continue reading Friday a day of not feeling like myself.
So today i have been reflecting backwards on my life more and more, sadly i notice myself becoming a person who i dont understand. I am currently going through my memories and everything that has happend. This year of 2018 have been a huge emotional wave back and forth, i found out i probably suffer…… Continue reading A day of rememberence