So today was the final workday of 2020 i am now on a 3 week vacation from work. But thats not the part i wanna talk about today, yesterday i dont know why but i had a semibreakdown and just didnt wanna do anything anymore. I was quickly spinning and my emotions just went haywire…… Continue reading Tuesday last workday of 2020 and some mental relapses…
Tag: Feeling down
Tuesday something was wrong.
So since i woke up this morning i felt like something was wrong. The feeling kept on growing through out the day and at 5pm i was so drained that i could have gone to sleep right there and then.. I dont know why i feel this way today but hopefully tomorrow will be better.…… Continue reading Tuesday something was wrong.
Wednesday these words just came out..
I keep thinking everything is ok, i keep distracting myself and say everything is ok. But deep down i know in my body, in my mind that it isnt true. Frozen in a place, nowhere to feel safe in my head the corner hides nothing but thoughts. So what if i keep walking the same…… Continue reading Wednesday these words just came out..