Saturday a movie that ruined me and meeting someone new..

Today have been intresting like to say the least! So today well in the evening me and my friends decided to watch the movie “The Tinder Swindler” and lets just say that movie screwed me up so bad.. The movie premis is that a “rich” guy goes around tinder starting relationship with females and then…… Continue reading Saturday a movie that ruined me and meeting someone new..

Wednesday the anger consumed me…

Yea I woke up at 4am this morning after i litterly crashed asleep before 11pm yesterday, i woke up with my glasses on and my phone held in my hand on my stomach.. Yea my energy levels are low I knew that cause everyday after work I have gotten home and almost fallen asleep while…… Continue reading Wednesday the anger consumed me…

Tuesday is a day of thoughts.

Today really have been spent thinking about my feelings and how important it isbto acknowledge what feelings you have. Lately i have been wondering what feelings am I feeling nowadays, but I also know and knew how I have been feeling. Its been a longtime since I honestly felt like i had other emotions then…… Continue reading Tuesday is a day of thoughts.

Tuesday last workday of 2020 and some mental relapses…

So today was the final workday of 2020 i am now on a 3 week vacation from work. But thats not the part i wanna talk about today, yesterday i dont know why but i had a semibreakdown and just didnt wanna do anything anymore. I was quickly spinning and my emotions just went haywire…… Continue reading Tuesday last workday of 2020 and some mental relapses…

Friday such a weird start to the day…

Today started at 5am with me not being able to go back to sleep at all…The wordt part about my morning was not the fact i woke up at 5am but the fact that i got bombarded with thoughts, mainly negative such that made me question alot of things. I normally can distract these questions…… Continue reading Friday such a weird start to the day…