Wednesday the anger consumed me…

Yea I woke up at 4am this morning after i litterly crashed asleep before 11pm yesterday, i woke up with my glasses on and my phone held in my hand on my stomach.. Yea my energy levels are low I knew that cause everyday after work I have gotten home and almost fallen asleep while watching a video on youtube or some anime.. great not..

Anyway I woke up at 4am after dreamt a dream where i was so annoyed and pissed off that it took over my entire being, i was so mad cause i was freaking abandoned at a place in my town by my dad, and i called home to say that im walking home and thats that. I woke up and i was so mad and then I started thinking about work and that stressed me out aswell.. It took me 45 minutes before i could fall asleep again and get to sleep for 1 hour more before I had to wake up to get ready for work.

I felt like my energy levels were out of balance and they are I know this cause now 2 days in a row I have woken up at 4am and then screwed up my sleep pattern..

Work was fine today tho, its quite fun to just do various things and today we were outside and enjoyed the nice weather we had! It is turning abit colder but the weather is still really nice for this first month of fall season. Soon the trees will change colors and yea, gonna enjoy the changing season!

Next week im getting my second vaccine dose and then im fully vaccinated, idk if i will have any side effects since i got the reactions on the first one but we will see!


By Dan

Swedish, preschool teacher, learning more about life and myself every single day!

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