So yes today at work we started with having a day where we get to freshen up our knowledge with new studies and knowledge that will be good to keep in mind at all times. Today really am bringing alot of new things to the table, and i learned a few good things and this…… Continue reading Monday back to work and its back to lecture mode!
So today i actually cleaned out the christmas from my appartment, it is now over for now and will be back in December again but yea today it all went into the storage! So christmas is over and all it left behind is abit of a feeling of melancholy and a reflection i have had…… Continue reading Sunday its time to remove the christmas!
Today was a pretty okay day, but after work was done and I got home and sat down i started feeling weird.. Its like im an empty husk a shell with no real content inside. I am unsure why I feel like this and I have tried meditating on this but everytime I think I…… Continue reading Friday feeling hollow..
I have been wondering what is next in my life, i feel at peace for the first time in years. I dont judge me to hardly anymore and I see so much more things clearly then i did before. Yesterday evening i decided to stop being so hard on myself, I always been a person…… Continue reading Monday looking up onto the sky..
So yea this week really is feeling heavy on my mental health and its to the point where I feel abit to emotional for my own good. So yea where do I start on why I am feeling this way? Well I have my episodes where I dig myself down quite alot and try and…… Continue reading Tuesday this week is hard for me…
So it has been awhile since I posted this type of post where I will try get my mind down in text.. Yesterday after we went from my friends I started having this weird feeling again in my chest, it just didnt feel right and I couldnt and still cant put it into words as…… Continue reading Saturday reflecting on myself
Yes how to understand me 101. The class is in session.. Jokes aside but I would love to understand why i keep feeling agitated at everything lately.. its not like stress but maybe it is but idk.. Deep down i probably know why i am agitated and anoyed at everything but like always i keep…… Continue reading Saturday frustration…
So yes for the first time in years i think, i gotten a feeling of proudness in myself about myself and its cause of this new sketching hobby, i always liked to draw but never been good or even giving myself time or even been taking space for myself to sit down and just tried…… Continue reading Thursday gotta get this off my chest…
Today was another lecture and today after lecture and preparation of next weeks exam i actually fell asleep and slept until 5pm, i am unsure why i fell asleep. I am guessing it was cause i have been waking up at 3am or so the past 3 days and now that finally kicked me into…… Continue reading Wednesday lecture, sleep and exam!
Today have been abit heavy on my mind, i honestly am feeling worried about the state the world currently is in.. Todays weather kinda followed my mindset.. woke up feeling pretty nice and good for the day.. The sun was up it was 18 degrees outside and pretty humid outside.. The problem is i feel…… Continue reading Tuesday sun, dark clouds and thoughts