Monday looking up onto the sky..

I have been wondering what is next in my life, i feel at peace for the first time in years. I dont judge me to hardly anymore and I see so much more things clearly then i did before. Yesterday evening i decided to stop being so hard on myself, I always been a person…… Continue reading Monday looking up onto the sky..

Tuesday this week is hard for me…

So yea this week really is feeling heavy on my mental health and its to the point where I feel abit to emotional for my own good. So yea where do I start on why I am feeling this way? Well I have my episodes where I dig myself down quite alot and try and…… Continue reading Tuesday this week is hard for me…

Saturday reflecting on myself

So it has been awhile since I posted this type of post where I will try get my mind down in text.. Yesterday after we went from my friends I started having this weird feeling again in my chest, it just didnt feel right and I couldnt and still cant put it into words as…… Continue reading Saturday reflecting on myself

Thursday gotta get this off my chest…

So yes for the first time in years i think, i gotten a feeling of proudness in myself about myself and its cause of this new sketching hobby, i always liked to draw but never been good or even giving myself time or even been taking space for myself to sit down and just tried…… Continue reading Thursday gotta get this off my chest…

Wednesday lecture, sleep and exam!

Today was another lecture and today after lecture and preparation of next weeks exam i actually fell asleep and slept until 5pm, i am unsure why i fell asleep. I am guessing it was cause i have been waking up at 3am or so the past 3 days and now that finally kicked me into…… Continue reading Wednesday lecture, sleep and exam!

Tuesday sun, dark clouds and thoughts

Today have been abit heavy on my mind, i honestly am feeling worried about the state the world currently is in.. Todays weather kinda followed my mindset.. woke up feeling pretty nice and good for the day.. The sun was up it was 18 degrees outside and pretty humid outside.. The problem is i feel…… Continue reading Tuesday sun, dark clouds and thoughts