So todays blogpost will be an extensive one cause its time for me to cleanout all my thoughts that keeps holding my brain captive and more, So i will leave a TLDR at the end of the post if you just want the short summery of whats going on inside the head of mine! So…… Continue reading Tuesday time to clear my thoughts…
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Sunday back home
Well the week of vacation is now over and tomorrow its back to work for another 2 weeks! But time really does fly. I woke up and i felt abit better then yesterday so thats a good thing I guess. I also did get an reply back from my teacher about the minor change I…… Continue reading Sunday back home
Saturday frustration…
Yes how to understand me 101. The class is in session.. Jokes aside but I would love to understand why i keep feeling agitated at everything lately.. its not like stress but maybe it is but idk.. Deep down i probably know why i am agitated and anoyed at everything but like always i keep…… Continue reading Saturday frustration…
Friday feeling of falling and i have had enough!
Have you ever felt like your falling even tho you know your sitting safe on the ground without a way of really falling? Well i am feeling abit like that currently, its not like i try think about it to much but currently i am feeling/thought i felt like i was in a good place…… Continue reading Friday feeling of falling and i have had enough!
Thursday the dream chocked me awake…
So today started on kinda a bad side.. I had a dream were i went on holiday, i am not sure what country but it was warm and really enjoyable. Everything was fine and that was such a nice dream. But even nice dreams can turn bad in a blink of an eye… cause in…… Continue reading Thursday the dream chocked me awake…
Saturday i feel not like myself..
It all started yesterday, i put a small note that my thoughts ruined my day completely. Well today was simular but i wasnt mad or annoyed i felt scared and alone, even tho i know i am not alone and even tho i know i have people i can talk to i feel like i…… Continue reading Saturday i feel not like myself..
Sunday abit of melancholy hit me.
So today i went through the future exam that is coming in January (5 weeks from tomorrow) and i just thought holy this will be a tough one. But that wasnt all that came flooding over me today. I have these days when all i can think of is the sad parts of life and…… Continue reading Sunday abit of melancholy hit me.