Saturday reflecting on myself

So it has been awhile since I posted this type of post where I will try get my mind down in text.. Yesterday after we went from my friends I started having this weird feeling again in my chest, it just didnt feel right and I couldnt and still cant put it into words as…… Continue reading Saturday reflecting on myself

Tuesday worried..

So this will be a short update cause today i been feeling alot of pressure based on both thesis and irl things as I am gonna talk to someone tomorrow my brain is trying to think up chaotic scenarios.. I just cant beat the thoughts down currently.. Well tomorrow im opening with the meeting and…… Continue reading Tuesday worried..

I just wanna say thank you!

So it has been awhile since i posted a gratitude post! So i feel it is time once again. Yesterday broke last years visitor and view count out the window, i am amazed that there is abit over 2 months of 2020 left and last years records is already beaten. I wanna say thank you…… Continue reading I just wanna say thank you!

Thursday the evening wasnt that pleasant..

So today at work and all was great! But what came after work closer to the evening was not that nice.. I was watching some youtube video when from nowhere my right leg cramped up completely from top to bottom.. I screamed straight out cause it hurt like hell.. I managed to walk down stairs…… Continue reading Thursday the evening wasnt that pleasant..

Saturday i feel not like myself..

It all started yesterday, i put a small note that my thoughts ruined my day completely. Well today was simular but i wasnt mad or annoyed i felt scared and alone, even tho i know i am not alone and even tho i know i have people i can talk to i feel like i…… Continue reading Saturday i feel not like myself..