So it has been awhile since I posted this type of post where I will try get my mind down in text.. Yesterday after we went from my friends I started having this weird feeling again in my chest, it just didnt feel right and I couldnt and still cant put it into words as…… Continue reading Saturday reflecting on myself
So this will be a short update cause today i been feeling alot of pressure based on both thesis and irl things as I am gonna talk to someone tomorrow my brain is trying to think up chaotic scenarios.. I just cant beat the thoughts down currently.. Well tomorrow im opening with the meeting and…… Continue reading Tuesday worried..
I just wanna say thank you!
So it has been awhile since i posted a gratitude post! So i feel it is time once again. Yesterday broke last years visitor and view count out the window, i am amazed that there is abit over 2 months of 2020 left and last years records is already beaten. I wanna say thank you…… Continue reading I just wanna say thank you!
Thursday the evening wasnt that pleasant..
So today at work and all was great! But what came after work closer to the evening was not that nice.. I was watching some youtube video when from nowhere my right leg cramped up completely from top to bottom.. I screamed straight out cause it hurt like hell.. I managed to walk down stairs…… Continue reading Thursday the evening wasnt that pleasant..
Friday a day of reflection.
So today i used majority of the day to do some reflection on past experiences. One thought that hit me in these times of illness and Corona going around, where people are worried and scared for what will happend. I am of the mindset that i am not to worried cause YES it is a…… Continue reading Friday a day of reflection.
Saturday i feel not like myself..
It all started yesterday, i put a small note that my thoughts ruined my day completely. Well today was simular but i wasnt mad or annoyed i felt scared and alone, even tho i know i am not alone and even tho i know i have people i can talk to i feel like i…… Continue reading Saturday i feel not like myself..
Friday such a long day..
I woke up at 5am! I mean normally it isnt an issue but i didnt have to wake up so why did i… Been busy today tho, helping with tire changing, making lunch, grocery shopping, bits and pieces to do at home and also 2 reflective assignments that i will post tomorrow for uni! But…… Continue reading Friday such a long day..
Today i been checking my books and trying to understand what i am reading at some points, its not like i dont understand it is just that i need to reflect more about this semesters subjects more cause there are so many. But it is just to keep my head straight and tackle one thing…… Continue reading Sunday studies…
Friday, feeling abit uneasy..
So today i done abit of studying. 5 minutes no more.. played some breath of the wild wich keeps me dra drawn in with the artstyle. But as the day went on i noticed myself feeling more and more uneasy.. i dont know why or for what reason but i just felt like something was…… Continue reading Friday, feeling abit uneasy..