It all started yesterday, i put a small note that my thoughts ruined my day completely. Well today was simular but i wasnt mad or annoyed i felt scared and alone, even tho i know i am not alone and even tho i know i have people i can talk to i feel like i cant push my thoughts on them. I KNOW that is a horrible mindset but it is how i am.
For the past 6 months now i have worked on myself to grow and become someone with a more stable mindset then i had before. It has worked and i felt more confident then i have ever felt, the problem is that somewhere deep inside im still afraid, worried, horrified about alot and i will keep working on feeling better. But all i can do is take one day at a time and aim to erase the things that scare and worries me.