So vacation officially started! Woop woop… is something i would be happy about but nope, my all internal emotions are on a rollercoaster and it is not pretty.
I lost all my motivation, seems this year went out with a bang on me this way, with everything that have happend this year i am not surpriced well i am kinda and thats probably why i feel like a trainwreck emotionally now. I feel empty like i lost something that has been a part of me but isnt anymore…
Gonna meditate and clear my head and hopefully tomorrow will be better.