Friday 2020 is gone HELLO 2021!

So 2020 is finally over and i am so happy it is, a new year and this started so much better then last year! Tho i was awake until 3am playing games with a friend but this was what I needed. I needed to recharge my batteries just by doing something small like this. 2021…… Continue reading Friday 2020 is gone HELLO 2021!

31st of December lookback on the year of 2020!

So once again the year is over and finally this year of 2020 is coming to an end with less then 24 hours to go! I am feeling a relief that i have survived this year cause francly it has been very uncertain that i would at points! The year started in mass hysteria with…… Continue reading 31st of December lookback on the year of 2020!

Tuesday retake exam inprogress…

So today i finally sat down, looking at my past exam, checking my books, drafting something up in my head about a childrens book about a dragon.. While reading the book i had a rock in my stomach, not a real one but a metaphorical one and it hurt, as i kept on reading my…… Continue reading Tuesday retake exam inprogress…

Monday lets talk about meditation.

So as i said a few blogposts ago, i am gonna talk about the fact i am meditating and how it have helped me to some degree. So about 2 weeks ago i started meditating i have tried different guided meditation. Like let go of the day and relax, stabilize your emotions, chakra clensing, boost…… Continue reading Monday lets talk about meditation.

Saturday this meditation lead to a weird dream..

So as i mentioned in an earlier blogpost, i have started doing meditation to calm and control my overreactions and emotional outbursts. But i tried a new video guided meditation before sleeping yesterday and it lead to a weird dream. I mentioned this is the last blogpost but will go abit more indeep about it…… Continue reading Saturday this meditation lead to a weird dream..

Friday the calm day..

So today is the second day of christmas here in Sweden, and i just been thinking about what i wanna do today so i decided to sit down and sketch abit. I have been sketching more and more the past few days and i notice it brings me some inner peace and that is what…… Continue reading Friday the calm day..

Wednesday nothingness…

So vacation officially started! Woop woop… is something i would be happy about but nope, my all internal emotions are on a rollercoaster and it is not pretty. I lost all my motivation, seems this year went out with a bang on me this way, with everything that have happend this year i am not…… Continue reading Wednesday nothingness…