So 2020 is finally over and i am so happy it is, a new year and this started so much better then last year!
Tho i was awake until 3am playing games with a friend but this was what I needed. I needed to recharge my batteries just by doing something small like this. 2021 you have now started and i feel like i can breath again and thinking that this year might become even better.
Sometimes i feel like i see glimpses of someone i can be proud of being, but other times i turn back into my shell and hide cause that isnt who i am. But maybe this year is when i finally can understand who i am gonna be and be proud of that person.
I always felt like i was behind everyone, like i am not someone of value or someone that should take up space. That sometimes its better to just be that invicible person who just am around but nothing more. But as time moved on and i “grew up” i know now that i was never invicible, i have my friends who laugh, worry, stares and yells at me. Times changes, i change to adapt, i change to become and i change to bring on the future for myself.
There is no doubt in my mind that 2021 will come with change and new discoveries and encounters but for now i am happy to have my friends and family just being here around me.
Lets go 2021, lets take it one day at a time!