Category: Personal

A moment to think about the raindrops..

Its been a very rainy day, but i also have accepted that i will need to seek help for these feelings or rather lack of feelings i am experiencing now. So today I have started looking into about finding a person to talk to professionally cause yea it reached the point where i am either…… Continue reading A moment to think about the raindrops..

Sunday looking back at the rollercoaster of a month..

So yea what an rollecoaster of a month september have been.. it doesnt seem to get better but we will see… I have gone through happiness, sadness, anger, loneliness, anxiety, “greyzone” wich is when everything is bleak and cold and you cant find any joy from anything. Its been such an emotional rollercoaster that I…… Continue reading Sunday looking back at the rollercoaster of a month..

Saturday sometimes its just easier to break..

Today is one of those days where i am looking at the good weather and just… Yea its been another weird day, but thats cause im fairly broken currently both mentally and emotionally cause i am unsure what i am supposed to feel at the moment. Today i was outside helping my dad, and all…… Continue reading Saturday sometimes its just easier to break..