Category: Personal

Tuesday worried..

So this will be a short update cause today i been feeling alot of pressure based on both thesis and irl things as I am gonna talk to someone tomorrow my brain is trying to think up chaotic scenarios.. I just cant beat the thoughts down currently.. Well tomorrow im opening with the meeting and…… Continue reading Tuesday worried..

Monday not even the blue sky is “free”..

Today I feel under the weather cause there is so much going on in my head that i cant make sence of right or left even today. But like all days I keep walking just to make it to the end of the day. But thats not really how you should live a life is…… Continue reading Monday not even the blue sky is “free”..

Sunday Lets crawl under my skin shall we?

So todays topic I dont know how well structured it will be, probably wont be at all cause this post I can already feel will be everywhere and nowhere at the same time. But yea lets see shall we? Relationships are an intresting thing, I ever really been in one true relationship but that was…… Continue reading Sunday Lets crawl under my skin shall we?

Saturday looks can be deceiving..

So today i been having the song on repeat that is todays song, and i noticed that it got me thinking that we as humans base our first impression on looks and its said that it takes us 4 seconds to base a whole conception of a person in those seconds. From listening to this…… Continue reading Saturday looks can be deceiving..

Friday a poem from the depths of my soul…

Today im just gonna let my inne voice become written words. As i close the eyes of the once belovedAll i see is a tear slowly run down the faceFear grips the outer corner of my heartSlowly i fall into the pillows already bracing my fall.How many steps do i need to walk?Walking a million…… Continue reading Friday a poem from the depths of my soul…

Thursday accepting a compliment can be the hardest thing…

I just wanna make a detour back and give an update reguardings yesterdays blogpost as I got sent messages reguarding how I am feeling. I am in contact with people who hopefully will be able to help me straighten out this chaotic mental instability im in currently! But todays subject is something i am not…… Continue reading Thursday accepting a compliment can be the hardest thing…

Wednesday What am i even feeling?

So yea Wednesday the middle of the week again, the days truely do fly past like there is no tomorrow (pun intended).. Well todays topic is quite heavy on me as this is how i feel the past few weeks well even months. I look on myself and the more the days past I know…… Continue reading Wednesday What am i even feeling?

Tuesday the road of endless choices…

Its weird but all the titles for the posts I makes nowadays seems to just popup from nowhere and I cant explain where they come from or even what inspires them on. But one thing is for certain and thats they just popup when I sit down to write these posts everyday. But todays topic…… Continue reading Tuesday the road of endless choices…

Monday i dont know if im holding up..

So this might sound like a bad titel and i guess in someways it is but today it fits my general mental mood as i been working quite hard on my thesis today (5 hours straigh) and i have only filled maybe 1/5th of the actual total. Im working on the beginning and background, tomorrow…… Continue reading Monday i dont know if im holding up..