Today was a really nice day! The sun was shining the sky was blue and you could feel the warm coming down from the sun! Earlier it was blowing really cold but now the winds were kinda warm! In the afternoon at work we had an open house so that was fun to let the…… Continue reading Tuesday abit of a longer workday..
Category: Personal
Monday looking at the green all around…
So yea i woke up at 4am today and when i walked to work at 5am i noticed how green it really was outside like after last week, even tho i was outside i didnt pay the greenery any thoughts cause my head was so clouded with thoughts. The sun was shining and i tried…… Continue reading Monday looking at the green all around…
Sunday Life is like the sea…
Its been a couple of weird weeks and now im feeling conflicted at one point. but also very weirdly calm inside and head. It has really been a really heavy week this past week, since my head has raced with so many questions and so many minutes just going by with me sitting staring into…… Continue reading Sunday Life is like the sea…
Saturday trying to clear a heavy head..
So even after yesterdays events and it felt it was gonna happend, today my heart and my head been heavier cause there is never easy to let someone go. But i need to tell me it is for the better and they arent gone, cause they arent gone they just needed to walk another patch…… Continue reading Saturday trying to clear a heavy head..
Friday sometimes its just to let go..
Yea so today it happend which wasnt surpricing for me but it still feels deep inside, so yea this evening i had an discussion with a person who have been with me for 1.5 months and really taught me so much both about myself and what kind of feelings i can feel for someone else.…… Continue reading Friday sometimes its just to let go..
Thursday a real talk with my psychologist
So yea today i had my second talk with my psychologist and it was a very constructive talk and i got to empty out my head for once and i also told her everything that has happend the past few months. So yea i opened up my head and my heart to her and i…… Continue reading Thursday a real talk with my psychologist
Wednesday guess i caught a cold aswell…
So yea today when i woke up, my nose was stuffy, my throat abit sore aswell and i had an headache… The reason i woke up was cause it sounded like 100 chainsaws outside my window i was not a happy customer for waking up to that shit.. But yea and then i had to…… Continue reading Wednesday guess i caught a cold aswell…
Tuesday talking to the psychiatrist..
So today i woke up at 9:30am where i set my alarm for, but it wasnt my alarm that woke me up, it was a phone call from the psychiatrist.. wich was supposed to call me at 10am but i guess they had some spare time. So yea we talked for around 10-15 minutes and…… Continue reading Tuesday talking to the psychiatrist..
Monday sometimes you cant do anything..
So yea today have been a hard day, after the weekend im still not recovered from how much my head been causing issues to myself.. Now today i went to work and i went home again 2 hours later cause my head just wasnt there. I just wanted to run away.. My head is broken…… Continue reading Monday sometimes you cant do anything..
Sunday my mind is working against me…
So yea today have been a weird one to say the least, i have been feeling okay all day until this evening, my throat hurts abit, my chest is abit tight and i feel my emotions trying to break out. What a weekend it has been, breakdowns, emotional outbursts and people not really feeling this…… Continue reading Sunday my mind is working against me…

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