So yea today have been a hard day, after the weekend im still not recovered from how much my head been causing issues to myself.. Now today i went to work and i went home again 2 hours later cause my head just wasnt there. I just wanted to run away..
My head is broken and i need to straighten it out so i can move on from whatever is stopping me from doing so. I know i carry alot of anxiety and have been for a few years but yea this was abit harder cause my brain sent me down weird though avenue..
So yea i have an appointment with an psychiatrist tomorrow morning at 10am and hopefully that will be a start of solving this mind of mine from going down these bad routes it keeps finding itself in at times..
But yea lets see where this goes..