So today i been focusing on finishing the final exam that is due latest Friday early afternoon but im planing on sending it in tomorrow Thursday right after the seminar..
But yea today before i woke up i had a vision about a pack of wolfs surrounding me and watching me or following me i am unsure but i felt safe in their presence. So i have been thinking about that alot aswell today.
But i also something deep inside me is eating me alive again and i am just tired of everything right now, there is no idea telling me “its only 6 months left” “your so close you can do it” i know that and even if its meant in a good way i am sick and tired of everything.
When im done with uni and worked and trained abit i will travel up north to see the wilderness and reset my mind, soul and life. There are so many things in my head currently outside work, games, life, uni, exams it just is a mess and i will eventually break this is not a “it might happend” it will happend just no idea when and where but one day i will break and i will fall. But sometimes you need to break and fall before you can rise again.
But anyway i dont know what 2021 will have in store for me and for now im taking one step and one day at a time.