Wednesday today started ok and ended like complete shit.

Today i had exam in litterature and dance both was fun, and all but now after all is done and tomorrows exams are done this is it for now.. new exam in 2 weeks and that is what i will focus on.

I dont know how to feel anymore, i get called stupid i get called smart i get told i cant write for shit. Im done, im sad beyond words and francly just feel like i cant do this anymore. All my freaking motivation is gone and thats thanks to the words “we know you are smart, but you cant write and need help with it” i am doing my best, i really am and i try changed it up so i write more like the books. But nope it isnt enough and im crap at this.

Sadly ima just say this ending of today has been complete shit.