Monday im already mentally and physically drained..

So today i got to work, and i was ready to have a normal Monday with one collegue less but then today was not like the other Mondays..

So yes today was chaotic to say the least, like i made it through but yea im ready to bury my head under the covers and stay there for the rest of the week.

Its been 1 ONE workday and im already done with it, i am unsure how far i will be able to go with this way. Im not doing okay and i thought it was a minor thing but yea this does not help with my internal stress and inbalance so yea..

If the rest of the week is like this i will potentially have to take some sick leave cause yea im breaking and it scares me..

//Dan