Its weird but it feels like more and more that im surrounded in a box but that box walks around with me, sounds weird but thats how i feel but now i taken the first step towards breaking this box that is surrounding me.
Today i was called by a psychologist and we booked a meeting next week for the first evaluation to what i will be needing in order to get back or even become who i am supposed to be who knows.
Now i taken the first step atleast and I have accepted that yes i need help else i might end up walking into that famous wall that claimed so many lifes and thats not something i wanna reach!
I just feel constantly tired nowadays it doesnt matter how much i sleep, there is not a physical tiredness i have its a mental tiredness thats much harder on myself then anything i ever experienced.
But tomorrow im gonna go check the appartment im gonna move into next month!