Sometimes life throws you a curveball wich turns your life upside down. But then as soon as its starting to feel okay it takes it all away.
I felt truely happy for the first time in 9 years 1 month ago, that feeling stayed with me until september came around and everything started moving. I was still happy but something was different and I realised that maybe this happiness was not meant to last.
That scared me, but I kept my head high, and the feelings still in my heart, but yea feelings are as nice as they are ruthless. It is my own fault for having these emotions.
Im not depressed or anything just dissapointed in myself and I question why I am the way I am.
A dream is just an idea changing form to become something unobtainable until its obtainable.
Sometimes you just gotta let things go to really appreaciate it.