My life have been taking huge steps and i would guess i can call it leaps towards finally being able to accept myself to the point where i am sure that this is who i wanna be for the rest of my life.
So yea for the past 2 weeks now i have been talking to someone that really make me think about my life and more in a broader spectrum and actually makes me feel so valid and seen like i never experienced before. This had made me feel more safe in my choices i do.
I have never felt more sure on how i am feeling, i just feel such affection for this person, i have never felt like this for another person in my whole life.
Its weird but i feel like i finally found a sturdy road that i can walk on without having to be terrified that it will break. I feel like i can just be myself, like normally you try and hide things about yourself that you dont want others to know about… Well this person have a way to make me just feel so comfortable that i am not scared of speaking my mind. There is no judgement in our discussions and voice chats.
So in a sence i guess i am feeling a sence of being complete, for the first time in my life i am not trying to worry to much about the future, and just stay in the moment.
So to everyone that struggles everyday, i been there worrying, being scared of every corner and movement but not anymore cause life is more then what our eyes can see. I finally started listen to what my heart is telling me and im also have the blessing of having someone that is very objective and keeps me grounded so i dont end up doing to many mistakes with my life!